Hello(: welcomee beloved. Im Nurul Hidayahh. 15 yrs on every March 26.
Love me hate me i dont care. Enjoys.
oh i cant breathe. i'll run run & catchh you.
its been awhile nw since i've blogg. well kinda busy wif test and stuffs. lucky today was so called the last day of the tests. 3 days in a row gt tests. gosh on tues i gt chemistry and e- math. no comments on tt cox it killd me till today. i wont elaborate on the other suckish test.
i've been wondering bout many things lately bt i cnt make any decisions coz its too late. i have to bear wif the consequences i made. bt even if i didnt make it mayb i'd be worst. bt nevertheless its you tts been on my mind. nth else. i'll get over it bt i jus seems to rmbr vividly. next tues. i cnt be able to smile anymore. i always take things seriously nwadays. sorry peeps hope you guys understand. you may think i cnt gt over u. u're wrong. you may think i forget abt u, u're wrong. you may think i hate u , i hate myself more. life is simple as cn be bt nw its nt. i still need to be myself. i'm just confused. you're always the one i love.
walking walking in the rain. nobody seems to notice my smile ♥