Hello(: welcomee beloved. Im Nurul Hidayahh. 15 yrs on every March 26.
Love me hate me i dont care. Enjoys.
oh i cant breathe. i'll run run & catchh you.
Life is really unfair. whenver we do things properly we end up getting hurt. whenever u ignore things it would still be there like a shadow , haunt u each and everywhere. sometimes i jus figure when tis will ever gonna end. sometimes i feel jus like to giv up. i feel like stopin bt i cnt. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. Curse every single thing around tt make my life miserable. and stoppppppppp bugging me okayyy ?? enoughhhhh of the nonsence. i have a really bad bad bad day. hate it to the core. lowest core of hell . arghhhhhh thankkkss too _________* and all the ___________*
fuck it up side down. bla bla bla . howw ?? i feel like goin awayyyy . farr awayyy. im jus getting worst each day. efforts nt paid , words nt being listen. shut up man. fuck. .............. tmr another hell. bitch. arghhh. cnt it jus be over ? will i ever skip everythin ? reborn and make all the bad mistakes and deed ive done make a perfect like ? turn back time ? orr wake up frm tis hell nightmare ?? ohh realityy says noo. wad a freak.
SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK UPP OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jus dunn wanna get hurt by deceiving words && pretendance.
walking walking in the rain. nobody seems to notice my smile ♥