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Thursday, August 27
To someone,
you said you wanted to stand firm bside me, to what i see it seems that u are trying to get away, you might not knw the reason wht lead to all this. believe me neither do i. bt i guess you asked for it.
u seems nt to care fine i dun care too..
you wanna seek advice frm some random ppl go ahead..
WADEVER okayy, i dun lose a thing. perhaps jus hurt by u. cox i cnt get over it. bt i must coz u juss take advantage of me, im nt ur spare or anythin dun even try to treat me as one.
you cn do wad u wan cox i jus cnt stop you, im jus nth rmbr.
perhaps u always think i treat u badly bt listen here, u ought to think that you alway hav this thinking tt i ignore u, c'mon i too wanna talk to my best frens and stuff, wht would they say if i always ignore thm and be wif uu ?
i aint a superhuman who can multi-task. im sorry to said tis in a harsh way bt u jus caught me off the boundaries and i cnt take it any further thn to vomit all things in my mind.
your smses were'nt like those before, whn i cm back u didnt txt me, well perhaps its jus partyly may fault tt i did reply to the sms u gv jus becox i was sleepin till th next day. well u might not think i dunno bt it seems impossible. i will wait perhaps ? or perhaps its jus meant to be.
well if u mean wad u say thn shw it.
if nt i would appreciate u jus kept it quiet.
cox i tink u gt better suitors rite ? fine, i still do love u bt u dun care. i knw u have someone else soo fine.
i hope tis is wht u always wanted to hear rite ? u hate me ? say it.
its okayy im bearing wif everythin
go to her thn, perhaps shes better thn i am rite. okayy its okayy. i cn go on wif my life. guess shes fuckingly in love wif u too. u're unbelieveable. no wonder u dun bother to sms or even try to solve tis cox u gt someone else.
humpp GO TO HELL.
i dun practically wanna solve tis cox u took advantages over and over again. i aint crawling back aft being stepped to death.
if u mean wad u said thn prove it otherwise Jus FORGET IT
tis is who i am straight, and FIRM. , YOU made me to be tis so well accept it dude.
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Hello(: welcomee beloved. Im Nurul Hidayahh. 15 yrs on every March 26.
Love me hate me i dont care. Enjoys.
oh i cant breathe. i'll run run & catchh you.