Friday, September 4
todays SSGT test was disasterous. i wasnt prepared for the test at all due to th heavy workload. haizz well kinda nt in th mood fr NP cause i wasnt prepare fr any promotion test plus the schedule stuff gave me pressure, soo anyone who think that i was showing attitude at you personally for watever reasons let me tell u smth. i hate my results and it suck although i passed everythin, furthermore i was too tensed up of the promotion test MINE. soo dear cadets i didnt scold you guys today fr any reasons. i think i simply much kept quiet. if anyone think i givin u attitude , i appologise. please for your info i dont bring personal probs to school. teachers thought so too haiz wadever la . ppl cn hate me all you wan , wht i knw i go to sch to study and gain knowledge. i never expected those words frm your mouth. oh well nvm i knw how much u hate me now. thanks for adding to the ache and pain in my heart. i wouldnt trust any guys or sweet talks anymore cause i knw waht the ending of the story would turn to , the same say as it did. i thought i would be better bt no its worst. i made th line to be nice bt i tink you took it wrongly nvm i understand you. im jus givin in cause it seems that you blame me. thanks.
I HATE YOUU !
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walking walking in the rain. nobody seems to notice my smile ♥